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I’m the last baby

I’m the last baby

Good afternoon Bahama Drama please keep me anonymous. My Mommy had 9 children and I am the baby.

Being the last one born was always tough for me because I would always get bullied on by my older siblings growing up.

But there were also some benefits also that came with being the last baby of the family. I was always pampered and protected by my family the most except for my older brothers who would always complain

about me being very lazy but I was never lazy but just uninspired by certain things people would do that’s all. Now that all of my brothers and sisters have moved out of my parents house leaving only me behind

I started getting a feeling of abandonment and lots of anxiety and now my parents have started verbally abusing me almost 3 time’s a week now telling me that I need to find my own place to stay because I’m 38 years old now and that it’s time for me to be responsible for my own destiny

and crap like that. They see that it’s hard for me to find a job at my age when people are looking for people with job experience and because I was always taken care of until age 35 I’ve never had a job in my life so

maybe that’s why nobody wants to give me a job with sense. My mom’s husband is always saying that I should just take anything and stop being so picky but what he ain’t saying is I will be the one who has

to do the work if they hired me so in all of those kinds of job interviews that my siblings is get for me I is can’t hold back my disinterest in the interviews and they is don’t hire me because of it.

My parents are old both in there 70tys and I don’t know how long they are going to be around on this earth so why would I want to leave them?

What if when I go get a full time job work come home and find both of them dead from old age on the floor?

I don’t want to see that that’s why I is don’t want to work or find a job. I’m afraid for what could happen to them. My girlfriend even says that my parents are to strict on me

and like she says I’m a grown ass man I shouldn’t have to listen to them anymore talking to me like a child about jobs every damn day in my ears like a scratched over record.

I’m old enough to make my own decisions and have decided that I’m not going to get a job until I know that somebody’s here to watch over them besides me and my girlfriend.

If I wasn’t a real street nigga I would have been off my parents long time ago when they came to me with this job shit. I have my own kind of job you see.

I want y’all to tell me should parents be putting this kind of pressure on they children like so? And truthfully. I is be feeling kind of suicidal when they is be pressuring me about getting a job every week.

It is make me snap on stranger’s in the public and in the past I ain’t gah lie I been in couple of shootout with opps because I left the house mad on this road.

I is want to hang myself every time when I think about it or kill somebody else. And I know my brothers is be talking bad about me behind my back to people.

Well if y’all keep on adding fuel to the fire one day when y’all come into my room I might be hanging because y’all keep trying to make me feel bad. Or I might just snap and off everyone in the house bra.

Like this could happen a anytime. So leave me.

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So what your trying to say is that you’d rather die, then to get up off your ass and get a job?

I'm the last baby

Good afternoon @[100023394293756:2048:Bahama Drama] please keep me anonymous. My Mommy had 9 children and I am the baby. 

Being the last one born was always tou
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