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I’m not crying over him no more

I’m not crying over him no more

Good morning Bahama Drama please keep me anonymous.

For the past 4 and a half years I’ve been letting this boy in and out of my life and time and time again when he comes back in he always know how to disappoint me again by lying cheating and even stealing from me.

I admit that I’m a bit overweight as a young girl but I do pull my own weight and a sense. I don’t ask anyone for anything I’ve been working to BEC now BPL for four and a half years now.

As a matter of fact it’s around the same time that I hooked up with this disgusting guy.

I have put up with physical abuse verbal abuse stocking whenever I decide to leave him and most of all a broken heart.

But time and time again it’s like I just can’t let him go even though I know he’s bad for me and everyone says it.

Lord knows but I love him so damn much sometimes I can’t even breathe when I think about losing him forever and me being alone forever even though he just broke my heart again by doing something disgusting for a man to do to a woman.

I no that some of you would say easily to me if you love it let it kill you.

And that’s easy for you to say maybe cuz you’ve never felt compassion for someone deeply enough that it causes you to deny your own feelings and even though your eyes see your still blinded to the fact that he’s not good for you but you love him anyway almost like a mother continue to love a disrespectful and disobedient child of hers.

Maybe you’re right that maybe I don’t know what real love is but this feeling I have for him throughout all of his disgusting and uncaring ways seems to vanish whenever he holds me there closer than close in his arms and make love to me as if no one else on this planet exist but me and him.

I always seem to cry and ask him why why are you doing this to me. Why do you love me this way? Why do you love me so good.

Why can’t I remember anymore what you just done to me the other day and how you just hurt me. How you just lied to me or beat me for nothing when your making love to me I can’t remember a thing other than your name.

I really hate him. He’s a wicked man and might have a magical spell on me that continues to blind me so that I can’t see what he’s doing to me.

Because all of the wrong seems to go away and I remember no more until the next time I’m deeply hurt by him again.

Why nothing else no truth no lies nothing actually exists but the way he’s making me feel at that moment and maybe that’s what I’m addicted to and maybe that’s why I can’t carry on. I hate that man.

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Maybe you two just need some God in the relationship. Or maybe both of you are just crazy. ijs

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I'm not crying over him no more Good morning Bahama Drama please keep me anonymous. For the past 4 and a half years I've been letting this boy in and out of my life and time and
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