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I am going to study the Torah.

I am going to study the Torah. I believe it is calling my soul closer to it. I feel a strong pull unlike anything I have ever experienced.

Yet now I feel fear. What if I do not understand it? What if it is not truly for me? What if I become confused while studying it alone? Am I worthy of it? What will people think and say?

I am afraid, but an inner force draws me forward. Therefore, I will follow its path.

I will need to order a copy, but which one should I choose?

Father, I am only trying to please You in this same flesh that You gave me at birth. With this soul, I turn toward Your ways. Yes, I am very afraid for many reasons. However, I am not afraid to make choices and changes that are pleasing in Your eyes, O Father of life.

I pray that I make You proud in the presence of Your enemies and mine. Amen.

Today, I, Michael Elijah Muhammad Clare, denounce Christianity and every other religious belief. From this day forward, I will study and abide by the teachings of the Holy Torah.

I believe this is what my Creator desires. If I must suffer in this world because of this choice, I will count it among the blessings of the righteous. I am accustomed to suffering, and isolation has long been my closest companion, one whom I have come to love.

My birthday is six days from now. If the Most High, the Holy One, permits, I will reach fifty-four years in this world.

I am answering the Torah’s call, just as it calls to me through the Talmud and the Kabbalah, which I have been studying for a little over a year and a half. My eyes have been opened significantly by their teachings.

Now, I seek to sharpen my sight with the Holy Torah itself.

Father, I will always do what pleases You.

I am going to study the Torah. I believe it is calling my soul closer to it. I feel a strong pull unlike anything I have ever experienced. Yet now I feel fear. What if I do not
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