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Good afternoon Bahama drama , can you keep me anonymous please.

Good afternoon Bahama drama , can you keep me anonymous please. Thank you for allowing me on your platform.

Good day everyone.
It took a lot of courage for me to do this.
I’m at my breaking point.
I’ll be 22 this year and I wake up every morning wanting to die . Cutting doesn’t do anything for me anymore. I’ve been suicidal and depressed all my life… However it has gotten worse . My work closed down. I’m actively looking for employment/ other means of making income with no luck.
I’ve been taking care of my whole household from bills down to food for a while now . I’ve never complained. I love taking care of those around me especially my mama. She’s done so much for me and sacrificed a lot. I just want to be able to provide now that she’s unable too . I can’t even do that I feel worthless. I question my existence everyday…

I managed to saved up some money to buy merchandise to resell , I ended up getting swing and couldn’t do anything about it .I cried for 2 days .It’s like every time I try to live right and honestly something bad happens. We’re about to get evicted this month and our power will be off soon.
I lost a lot of weight due to stress and people ( including relatives ) would rather say nasty things about me then to ask if I’m okay . That added to my already low self esteem is making my situation unbearable. I’m still here because I don’t want to kill myself at home I can’t bare the thought of my mama finding me .

I can’t afford to talk to a professional and the people in my life have their own problems or just can’t be bothered.
All Im asking is for some advice or words of encouragement or someone to talk or anything PLEASE

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Good afternoon Bahama drama , can you keep me anonymous please. Thank you for allowing me on your platform.

Good day everyone. 
It took a lot of courage for me to do this.
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