Um ma have to let him know

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Good night Bahama Drama please keep me anonymous because now is not the right time to tell him because I’m still trying to figure out what um ma say and how to say it, so I guess this will be the test run hey. Me and my boyfriend has been seeing each other since high school so he know everything about me and I’m guessing that I know everything about him as well but a lot of old people is say you really don’t anybody until you live with them and this is what makes this situation that much more seriously important for the both of us before things escalate any further I need to find a way to tell him the truth. You see I was born HIV positive and I never told anyone of my friends and my parents that adopted me never said that I had to go around telling people my status to be accepted so I never did nope, not even to my boyfriend that wanna get engaged to me this year and believe you me I’m so nervous tell I feel like a piece of glass that’s about to shatter because I love this man but there’s no straight way that I see myself telling him without the fear of losing the only guy that I’ve ever been with but I know that true love concurs all but like my parents also taught me, just because something is chewable that still doesn’t mean it’s going to taste good, and they say the bitter truth is just like this, maybe that’s why I never told him to this day. I don’t even know how to say it to be honest!